Amelia Preicous Phelan-Ward

i care

i know we dont know each other but u aint alone ive also lost a little girl my only child my thoughts r with u it says u are preg last august i hope u went on to have a safe delivery of new baby xxxx

Laura Mills (someone who cares)

May 20, 2008

love you

Amelia you was in my belly for only 20 weeks.
You know how much we are missing you,
you was a big 1 on 6 th july i wish i could of be with you to hold you and give you lots of cuddles
I know little bubz is with you he/her was only in my belly for 7 weeks but i love you both so much
mummy has just found out she having an other baby am so scared but i know with my two beauiful angels are watching over us i know you will keep the baby safe
Icant go though it again my heart has been broke twice.
and that part of my heart can never be fixed has it is only for you
I love you so much i hold you both in my heart always all my love hugs and kisses mummy xxxxxxxxx

Mummy

August 15, 2007

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You're A Special Little Spirit



'You're a Special Little Spirit,' the all great Master said,
As he gently caressed the curly blond hair of the Little Spirit's Head.
'you need to go to Earth to spend some time, you know,
A place I send most Spirits to be tested, to learn, to grow.


The Little Spirit, in sadness, slowly bowed her head,
And from her eye a tear did steal and down her cheek it shed.
'Don't you fret now little one, I won't let you stay too long,
I'll bring you back to help me here, You'll hardly know you've been gone.
You're my choicest Little Spirit, you're the apple of my eye.'
And he wiped the tear and gently kissed His Little Spirit good-bye.


'I'm back,' the Little Spirit whispered, as she climbed onto her Master's knee,
And the Master said, 'I told you, you would not be long away from me.'
And then, the Lord, He noticed still another tear welled in her eye.
'Why are you so sad, Little Spirit, whatever should make you cry?'

'I'm glad I'm back,' the Spirit said, 'but Master you must surely know,
When your angel came to get me, I didn't want to go.
I know you said you needed me and that I'd be gone the shortest while,
But Lord, couldn't I have had a little longer earthly trial?'


The Master let the Little Spirit slip down from His knee,
He firmly took the little hand and said,'Come walk with me.'
The Little Spirit and her Lord walked slowly hand in hand,
As the Master explained Her special part in the great and marvelous plan.

'Now Lord, I don't mean to argue, I understand you need me home.
But I left in such a hurry, I left everyone hurting and so alone.
I didn't let my earthly parents know how much I loved them so.
I was much too small to tell them, Lord, how will they ever know?
They feel they've been cheated, and in a way so do I.
Not getting to share any more than we did, how can I ever tell them why?'

'Little Spirit, I know your heart is heavy with the message you need to share.
But you need not worry anymore, I'll watch over your loved ones there.
I'll send them loving comfort as a strong and helping hand.
I'll content and give peace to their aching hearts, so they will understand.


The Little Spirit looked up at her Master and said 'Thank you for explaining it to me.
And could you please tell them I'm safe and happy and that someday they'll be here with me.'

'Yes,' said the Lord with a smile and a nod, 'I'll tell them all that I can.'
Then the others came to see the Little Spirit, as the Lord let go of her hand.
He said, 'I'll tell them you're pure, as pure as Heaven's Gold,
That I needed the warmth of your perfect soul to keep Heaven from getting cold.'

Author Unknown

Lisa Wolstenholme

July 23, 2007

i am soo sorri to hear about your loss.. she was gawjus and soo small hope the time you spent with her was great and she will be a lil angel now only the angels go to soon xxxx

Carly (just visiting site)

June 18, 2007

Sorry for your loss

Hi,

I'm so sorry to hear of your sad loss. We know exactly what you must be going through. We found out only 4 weeks ago that my baby girl Katie also had spina bifida and had anencephaly which means the back of her skull hadn't form and she wouldn't be able to survive, I was 23 weeks pregnant when we found out this news, it was devasting. They induced me on the 17th May and our beautiful Katie was born. We had a precious 1h 40mins with her before she fell asleep. I held her every moment. I feel so lost and empty without Katie but at least she is now laid to rest and at peace. We are thinking of you.

Love to you and your family

Amanda (Mummy to angel Katie), John & Kieran xx

Amanda Lewis

June 14, 2007

Can You Be A Mother When Your Baby Is Not With You?

I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked 'What makes a Mother?'
And I know I heard Him say.

'A Mother has a baby'
This we know is true
'But God can you be a Mother,
when your baby's not with you?'

'Yes, you can,' He replied
With confidence in His voice
'I give many women babies,
When they leave is not their choice.

Some I send for a lifetime,
And others for the day
And some I send to feel your womb,
But there's no need to stay.'

'I just don't understand this God
I want my baby to be here.'
He took a deep breath and cleared His throat,
And then I saw the tear.

'I wish I could show you,
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child's smile,
With all the other children and say...'

We go to earth to learn our lessons,
Of love and life and fear,
My mummy loved me oh so much,
I got to come straight here.

I feel so lucky to have a Mummy,
Who had so much love for me
I learned my lessons very quickly
My mummy set me free.

I miss my mummy oh so much
But I visit her every day.
When she goes to sleep,
On her pillows where I lay

I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek,
And whisper in her ear
Mummy don't be sad today,
I'm your baby and I'm here.'

'So you see my dear sweet ones,
Your children are okay.
Your babies are born here in My home
And this is where they'll stay.'

'They'll wait for you with Me,
Until your lessons through.
And on the day that you come home
they'll be at the gates for you.

So now you see what makes a Mother,
It's the feeling in your heart
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the very start.

Though some on earth may not realize
You are a mother.
Until their time is done.
They'll be up here with Me one day
and know that you are the best one.'

Nchola Jamie Henderson Long Mummy

June 13, 2007

SUCH A BEAUTIFUL ANGEL

So sorry to hear about your beautiful little daughter, too precious for this earth, I am sure she is watching over all of you. Sleep Little One xx

A Mother

June 13, 2007

always young, never forgotten X

She's with you when your sleeping
she's there when you awake
she's next to you whatever you do
because the bonds too strong to break.

GOD BLESS YOUR BEAUTIFUL LITTLE ANGEL X

Chrissie And Family X (PASSER BY)

June 13, 2007

Little Angels

~~Little Angels~~

When God calls little children
to dwell with him above,
We mortals sometimes question
the wisdom of His love.
For no heartache compares
with the death of one small child,
Who does so much to make our world
So wonderful and mild.
Perhaps God tires of calling
the aged to his fold,
So He calls a rose bud
before it can grow old.
God knows how much we need them
So he calls but few,
To make the land of Heaven
More beautiful to view.
Believing this is difficult
Still somehow me must try.
The saddest word mankind knows
Will always be goodbye.
So when a little child departs
We who are left behind,
Must realize God loves children.
Angels are hard to find.
~author unknown~

Therese Farrell (passer by)

June 13, 2007